Bird of Paradise

How I Became Latina

By Raquel Cepeda
(Atria Books, Hardcover, 9781451635867, 336pp.)

Publication Date: March 5, 2013

Other Editions of This Title: Paperback

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In 2009, when Raquel Cepeda almost lost her estranged father to heart disease, she was terrified she’d never know the truth about her ancestry. Every time she looked in the mirror, Cepeda saw a mystery—a tapestry of races and ethnicities that came together in an ambiguous mix. With time running out, she decided to embark on an archaeological dig of sorts by using the science of ancestral DNA testing to excavate everything she could about her genetic history.

Digging through memories long buried, she embarks upon a journey not only into her ancestry but also into her own history. Born in Harlem to Dominican parents, she was sent to live with her maternal grandparents in the Paraíso (Paradise) district in Santo Domingo while still a baby. It proved to be an idyllic reprieve in her otherwise fraught childhood. Paraíso came to mean family, home, belonging. When Cepeda returned to the US, she discovered her family constellation had changed. Her mother had a new, abusive boyfriend, who relocated the family to San Francisco. When that relationship fell apart, Cepeda found herself back in New York City with her father and European stepmother: attending tennis lessons and Catholic schools; fighting vicious battles wih her father, who discouraged her from expressing the Dominican part of her hyphenated identity; and immersed in the ’80s hip-hop culture of uptown Manhattan. It was in these streets, through the prism of hip-hop and the sometimes loving embrace of her community, that Cepeda constructed her own identity.

Years later, when Cepeda had become a successful journalist and documentary filmmaker, the strands of her DNA would take her further, across the globe and into history. Who were her ancestors? How did they—and she—become Latina? Her journey, as the most unforgettable ones often do, would lead her to places she hadn’t expected to go. With a vibrant lyrical prose and fierce honesty, Cepeda parses concepts of race, identity, and ancestral DNA among Latinos by using her own Dominican-American story as one example, and in the process arrives at some sort of peace with her father.

About the Author

Raquel Cepeda is an award-winning journalist, cultural activist, and documentary filmmaker. A former magazine editor, her byline has appeared in The Village Voice,, the Associated Press, and many others. Cepeda directed and produced Bling: A Planet Rock, the critically acclaimed documentary about American hip-hop culture’s obsession with diamonds. She lives with her husband, a writer and TV producer, daughter, and son in her beloved New York City.

Praise For Bird of Paradise

"An impressive story of self-understanding and redemption. Cepeda's mix of New York‚e(TM)s hip hop slang and Latino ghetto language with an extremely rich and sophisticated style has produced a rare piece of high-level American contemporary literature."
-Frank Moya Pons, author and foremost historian of Dominican and Caribbean history

"Unflinching and immediate as the hip-hop pulsing through it pages, Bird of Paradise is all about straddling fences: Santo Domingo and Washington Heights, Cepeda's complicated father and her capricious mother, and finally‚e"grandly, bravely‚e"she explores the complex genetics that make her Latina."
-Ayana Mathis, author of the Oprah's Book Club 2.0 selection,

‚eoeI applaud Raquel Cepeda‚e(TM)s courage and brilliance. This is an important book, shedding light on questions that many of†us ask ourselves, but seldom speak about out loud.‚e
-Marcus Samuelsson, chef and author of New York Times best-seller Yes, Chef

‚eoeA thrilling and impassioned quest into the heart of the race question and the Latino‚e"a label as we've come to understand it. With meticulous research and refreshing honesty, Cepeda breaks the code not only of her own origins, but those of an entire people. Bird of Paradise is a necessary and important book for our time.‚e
-Patricia Engel

"In Bird of Paradise, Raquel Cepeda takes on, with cultural flair and brutal honesty, what it means to be the living embodiment of a global society. A Dominican-American woman seeking the truth about her roots, Cepeda uses tools including DNA testing and her reporterly skill for teasing out family secrets. What she finds is a revelation not just for her or for Latino Americans, but for anyone who cares about the way the past connects us to the future."
-Farai Chideya

‚eoeSnappy, jazzy memoir of a Dominican upbringing by a New York journalist and documentary filmmaker‚e¶asserts that constructing one‚e(TM)s identity requires expressing and celebrating its makeup.‚e

"Raquel Cepeda has long been one of the hip-hop community's most passionate and visionary writers and filmmakers; now, with this stunning blend of memoir and reportage, mythos and logos, we will have to share her with the world. An elegant, electric mash-up, Bird of Paradise offers resonant snapshots of a bygone New York City, family portraits saturated with beauty, honesty, and pain, captivating travelogues, and a fascinating, wide-angled look at ethnicity and identity. Cepeda's story is wrought with care and insight ‚e" and ought to increase the sale of DNA testing kits by about twelve thousand percent."
-Adam Mansbach

‚eoeBird of Paradise may have succeeded at the most important task of all: giving voice to experiences that need to be heard.‚e

‚eoeA beautiful story of reconciliation and redemption.‚e
-Dr. David J. Leonard

"Revealing memoir."

"Deeply intimate book"

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