For Today I Am a Boy (Paperback)

By Kim Fu

Mariner Books, 9780544538528, 256pp.

Publication Date: March 10, 2015

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Publishing Triangle's Edmund White Award for Debut Fiction, Winner
2015 PEN/ Hemingway Award, Finalist
Lambda Literary Award, Finalist
Longlisted for the 2014 Flaherty-Dunnan First Novel Prize
A Barnes & Noble Discover Great New Writers Selection for Spring 2014
A New York Times Book Review Editor's Choice
Shortlisted for the Kobo Emerging Writer Prize

"[A] sharply written debut...A coming-of-age tale for our time." —Seattle Times

At birth, Peter Huang is given the Chinese name Juan Chaun, “powerful king.” To his parents, newly settled in small-town Ontario, he is the exalted only son in a sea of daughters, the one who will finally fulfill his immigrant father’s dreams of Western masculinity. Peter and his sisters grow up in an airless house of order and obligation, though secrets and half-truths simmer beneath the surface. At the first opportunity, each of the girls lights out on her own. But for Peter, escape is not as simple as fleeing his parents’ home. Though his father crowned him “powerful king,” Peter knows otherwise. He knows he is really a girl. With the help of his far-flung sisters and the sympathetic souls he finds along the way, Peter inches ever closer to his own life, his own skin, in this darkly funny, emotionally acute, stunningly powerful debut.  
“Sensitively wrought . . . For Today I Am a Boy is as much about the construction of self as the consequences of its unwitting destruction—and what happens when its acceptance seems as foreign as another country.” —New York Times Book Review

“Subtle and controlled, with flashes of humor and warmth.”

“Keeps you reading. Told in snatches of memory that hurt so much they have the ring of truth.”
Bust magazine

About the Author

KIM FU is the author of the novel For Today I Am a Boy, which won the Edmund White Award and was a finalist for the PEN/Hemingway Award and the Lambda Literary Award, and was a New York Times Book Review Editors’ Choice. Fu is also the author of the poetry collection How Festive the Ambulance. She lives in Seattle, Washington.

Praise For For Today I Am a Boy

“Sensitively wrought…For Today I Am a Boy is as much about the construction of self as the consequences of its unwitting destruction—and what happens when its acceptance seems as foreign as another country.” —New York Times Book Review
“Subtle and controlled, with flashes of humor and warmth.” —Slate

“[Fu] has created a touching, quiet first-person hero—and a believably unhappy family—for her sharply written debut novel…A coming-of-age tale for our time.” —Seattle Times

“Keeps you reading. Told in snatches of memory that hurt so much they have the ring of truth.” —BUST Magazine
 “[A] powerful, timely debut.” —Seattle Magazine
“From the first sentence of the prologue, it’ll be hard to resist For Today I Am a Boy…This is an absolutely gorgeously told story that author Kim Fu hands us.” —Washington Blade
“A well thought out and perfectly executed story…Heartbreaking and beautiful.” —Bustle
For Today I Am a Boy is beautiful and captivating. Kim Fu reminds us that the human condition is one of change—of becoming, of overcoming—and this novel, in all its complexity, demonstrates how to do so with grace.” —Justin Torres, We the Animals
“A unique and mesmerizing story populated with characters who are fragile and strong all at once. An important and rewarding read.” —Steven Galloway, The Cellist of Sarajevo
“Fresh and pitch-perfect. Fu orchestrates a collision of culture, generation, gender, and place, each crashing head-on with her true observations and dark humor.” —Michael Christie, author of The Beggar’s Garden
“The world doesn’t need many new novels, but the world needs this one.” —Keith Maillard, author of Gloria

"A beautifully realized debut novel from a truly fierce new voice, it tells the story of a woman born as Peter Huang to a Chinese immigrant family in a small Canadian town. Kim Fu is incredible." —Alexander Chee, author of Edinburgh and the forthcoming The Queen of the Night

"Uncommonly moving...An extraordinarily accomplished first novel, and Fu is a thrilling new voice. She’s at once compassionate toward her characters and uncompromising in her refusal of the usual novelistic resolutions of questions that remain intractable in lived experience. Lyrical, sometimes brutal, always beautiful, this is a brilliant book." —Garth Greenwell, author of Mitko and the forthcoming What Belongs to You

“Kim Fu has already proven herself to be an interesting author…A lot more people will know her name before long.” —National Post
“Fu has written a novel about alienation without lapsing  into self-pity: a book that not only charts an outsider’s perspective, but the relationships that form, enrich, and complicate his journey…It has become cliché to hail an exciting ‘new voice’ in fiction, and many are drowned out by their own hype. In so convincingly transporting her reader to a perspective still relatively new to contemporary fiction, Kim Fu should be an exception.” —The Globe and Mail
For Today I Am a Boy is a remarkable book, rare in its subject matter and painstakingly crafted by a writer with an obvious consideration for precise, beautiful language.” —Sydney Morning Herald
 “Expertly written and hauntingly candid…Fu’s writing is bold and sensitive…A stunning achievement.” ­—Winnipeg Free Press
“Fu’s writing throughout is delicate and measured, and she excels at showcasing the subtle interior life of Peter as he gradually discovers who he is.” —ZYZZYVA
“A stunning, striking read. It explores a variety of identities and experiences, seeking to find the eager, tender heart that quietly beats within us all…Fu’s novel asks us to think about a community of characters, some of whom aren’t always likable or generous, but all of whom are vividly alive.” —Entropy Magazine
“An up-close, unflinching portrait…It is refreshing to read a novel that illustrates the harrowing choices transgender people face alongside hope.” —Harvard Review
“A quietly forceful debut…Shot through with melancholy while capturing the bliss of discovering one’s sexual self.” ­—Kirkus
“[An] impressive debut.” —Library Journal

Conversation Starters from

  1. Kim Fu quotes from the song “For Today I Am a Boy” by Antony and the Johnsons: “One day I’ll grow up, I’ll be a beautiful woman. One day I’ll grow up, I’ll be a beautiful girl. But for today, I am a child. For today, I am a boy.” What questions does this quotation evoke? Does the reference lend nuances to the title?generic viagra price canada
  2. Peter grows up associating with boys like Roger and Ollie, who are rough, physical, and crude. In one powerful incident Peter is pushed by Roger and Ollie to attack a young girl. When Peter returns home, his mother slaps him, yet his father smiles and tells him he will have his own room. How does Peter handle these mixed messages?generic viagra price canada
  3. There’s not much interaction between Peter and his father, yet when interaction does occur, it provides powerful messages about men and women. Consider when Peter’s father says, “Women bleed more,” or when he refers to “women’s work.” What do these moments create for Peter?generic viagra price canada
  4. Chef shares the story of how he had sex with a man he thought was a woman. Peter fixates on the conversation between Chef and Simon. With whose perspective about this episode do you agree? Do you think it’s wrong of people to deceive others about such matters? Why?generic viagra price canada
  5. After finding some friends who seem to understand and support his situation, Peter begins to experience life as a woman. He dances with a man during a Halloween party, yet part of him will not let go of his plight: “It’s Halloween, it’s just a game, it isn’t real.” What is it that Peter needs to feel secure?generic viagra price canada
  6. Eileen provides the final catalyst for Peter. “You don’t have to look like that to be a woman. That’s not what being a woman means” (237). Do you agree with her? What does it mean to be a woman? How has society defined what it means to be a woman?generic viagra price canada
  7. Peter says that he “could not pin down what would be enough, other than resetting time, going back before my birth, before my conception, and finding a way to choose” (115). Has Peter found peace and acceptance?generic viagra price canada