Mirages (Paperback)

The Unexpurgated Diary of Anais Nin, 1939-1947

By Anais Nin, Kim Krizan, Paul Herron (Editor)

Swallow Press, 9780804011655, 440pp.

Publication Date: September 1, 2015

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"Mirages" opens at the dawn of World War II, when Anais Nin fled Paris, where she lived for fifteen years with her husband, banker Hugh Guiler, and ends in 1947 when she meets the man who would be the One, the lover who would satisfy her insatiable hunger for connection. In the middle looms a period Nin describes as hell, during which she experiences a kind of erotic madness, a delirium that fuels her search for love. As a child suffering abandonment by her father, Anais wrote, Close your eyes to the ugly things, and, against a horrifying backdrop of war and death, Nin combats the world's darkness with her own search for light.
"Mirages" collects, for the first time, the story that was cut from all of Nin's other published diaries, particularly volumes 3 and 4 of "The Diary of Anais Nin, " which cover the same time period. It is the long-awaited successor to the previous unexpurgated diaries "Henry and June, Incest, Fire, " and "Nearer the Moon." Mirages answers the questions Nin readers have been asking for decades: What led to the demise of Nin's love affair with Henry Miller? Just how troubled was her marriage to Hugh Guiler? What is the story behind Nin's children, the effeminate young men she seemed to collect at will? "Mirages" is a deeply personal story of heartbreak, despair, desperation, carnage, and deep mourning, but it is also one of courage, persistence, evolution, and redemption that reaches beyond the personal to the universal."

About the Author

Anais Nin (1903-1977) is an iconic literary figure and one of the most notable experimental writers of the twentieth century. As one of the first women to explore female erotica, Nin revealed the inner desires of her characters in a way that made her works a touchstone for later feminist writers. Swallow Press is the premier US publisher of books by and about Nin.Paul Herron is the founder and editor of Sky Blue Press, which publishes the journal A Cafe in Space and digital editions of the fiction of Anais Nin, as well as a new collection of Nin erotica, Auletris.