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Healing Out Loud

How to Embrace God's Love When You Don't Like Yourself

Sandi Brown, Michelle Caulk


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In this unique look at a one-year journey through counseling told from both sides of the couch, Sandi Brown--the founder of St. Louis's largest Christian radio ministry, JOY FM--and her counselor, Dr. Michelle Caulk, walk through Sandi's therapy journey, answering the question, "What do I do when I know God loves me, but I don't like myself?"

Shame, embarrassment, negativity. The struggle to love ourselves as the joyfully-made women we are has never been more difficult. When Sandi began her journey towards healing and freedom, she thought she was alone in her struggles. By working with Michelle, the two found that scores of women experience a disconnect between how they see themselves and God's image.

Healing Out Loud captures many of the insecurities the modern woman faces in her walk with Christ. Written in conversational prose, Brown and Caulk's combined voice creates an accessible path for readers to face their vulnerabilities with biblical insight. In these pages you'll find:

  • A Healing Map that helpfully outlines the journey from processing inner pain to liking oneself, loving God, and restoring relationships
  • Sandi's personal journal entries about processing the past and making that first step towards healing
  • Guided questions and reflections centered around issues such as shame, grief, and fractured relationships

At the intersection of faith and humanness, Healing Out Loud provides a guiding hand to overcome the negative thoughts that keep you from living fully in God's light.

Dexterity, 9781947297333, 240pp.

Publication Date: January 4, 2022

About the Author

SANDI BROWN is the founder and President of Gateway Creative Broadcasting in St. Louis. She leads two radio stations, 99.1 JOY FM and BOOST Radio, with a combined weekly reach of over 500,000. Sandi's devotional collection, Choose Joy, was published in 2020. Sandi currently serves as chairperson for Christian Music Broadcasters. Previously, she worked as a writer and producer for Focus on the Family.DR. MICHELLE CAULK, LPC, is a graduate of Argosy University with an M.A. in Mental Health Counseling. Michelle also obtained her doctorate of philosophy in Counselor Education and Supervision, and is currently an Assistant Professor and Director of Clinical Experiences at Huntington University in Indiana. Michelle currently lives in Chesterfield, Missouri, with her husband Jason. Healing Out Loud is her first book.